bEAu viSAge

i Luv My DahDdY!

2010-03-11T21:31:00.000-08:00

what more can i say?...

dahDdY's aching tummy

2010-03-11T21:28:00.000-08:00

dahDdY's admitted to the hospital coz his tummy's aching...hope he'll get well soon..

it's not my fault

2009-11-13T17:44:00.000-08:00

whose fault is it then?..i darely say it's not mine..

my bestfriend's parents don't like the idea of her having a boyfriend from another religion..unfortunatley she got herself into a relationship witha 'non-christian'..

here's the thing..am i to blame because she had a non-christian boyfriend?
i'd say, of course not!..coz in the first place i didn't told her to have a relationship with that guy..it was her decision..and now her parents are somehow blaming me because i influenced her..

are they out of their minds?..

here are the consequences of what happend..
she's not enrolled to our class because her RIGHTEOUS parents don't like their daughter to be influeced by us..coz they said were unclean..and we might got their daughter stained by our unrighteousness..particularly mine..
her mother wants her to transfer to another thesis group..unfortunately we're groupmates..again, because they don't want their holiness to be stained by my unholiness..

hello?..are they blaming me because they can't accept the fact that they were not able to brought up their daughter the way the want her to be?..or because their daughter didn't listen to them and didn't do what they want her to do?

and here's the saddest part..my bestfriend is just letting her parents think im to blame..maybe because she doesn't wanna take all the blame..i don't even feel that she's somehow trying to clear my name..somehow trying to defend me..

they all can go to hell!..for all i care!..

they're causing me too much pain and i don't deserve this..i should never have made friends with their daughter..

drifting away from what i used to be

2009-11-13T17:24:00.000-08:00

i admit it..im not what i used to be..these changes were brought about by situations and consequences of my decisions..im doing things which im not suppose to do..but no matter how i tell and convince myself that i shouldn't be doing 'this and that', i still find myself doing 'this and that'..
more and more each day i commit same mistakes..and more and more each day my guilt is eating me..when will i ever wake up?..of course, it should be now..now..now..and now im hating myself again..i need to figth back the urge of doing same mistakes again and again..coz a time might come that im no longer me and i'll be a complete stranger to myself..i don't want to wake up one day asking myself 'where's the real me?'..i don't wanna hate myself more..i need to help myself..

...dAhdDy LONg LEgz

2009-07-15T01:11:00.000-07:00

aq: hahaha...daot ai...long legs d.i qnu kah?
xa: hMm igUeZz
aq: buot2 ai...hahaha
xa: btaw -mOmMy c",)! GWAPA MAN KA...
aq: nsibag mn kah dY...either nlipat kah or hanap nah imu panan.aw...
xa: tOiNkz LipAt ka jaN /pif...
aq: pif btaw!...yaw q gamiti ana!..
xa: hahaha btaw -mOmMy c",)! iLOVEYOU SOOOOOO mUChh...,,,
aq: ahem!...hehehe

nakadakop ug wireless network

2009-06-19T01:48:00.000-07:00

aLa Lng..dugay nmn aLa q kah post sah aq bLog..mau gani nkadakop q wifi..hehehe

To whom it may concern:

2009-05-23T23:25:00.000-07:00

I don't wanna talk about my self. But since i have to, let me share a portion of my so called "life" since the day my mom's egg cell and father's sperm cell joined forces to create a masterpiece(ahem!).
I was raised up by my grandparents in their humble abode in Villaba, which fortunately is just a stone-throw away from my parents' house so, i don't have to ride on a spaceship to visit my parents and head-shattering siblings. I took up primary and secondary education in schools not far away from our not-so-big, simple and noisy home. I'm currently studying at STI-Ormoc hoping against hopelessness to survive against the life-threatening radiation from the most valuable thing for IT students,our enemy and friend: the PC. I just hope that before this friend and enemy of mine rob me off my life I can witness the second coming of Christ and proudly say: "Behold all ye creations of God, I survived!".
So, before I drop dead on the floor due to excessive sharing of personal info against my non-existing, virtual and imaginary will, let me say these last few words: "Am I still in sane?".

...I'm sleepy...

2009-05-17T18:55:00.000-07:00

I need to sleep!...Where can I buy some?

...what if's...

2009-05-16T02:59:00.000-07:00

Got lots of those runnin' restlessly in my so called 'mind'...Too many that I can't even remember one at the moment...some kind of "suppression", eh?

...another day of "war"...

2009-05-12T17:41:00.001-07:00

I don't mean "war" literally...It's a "war" between me and my "id"...What's an "id"?...According to Sigmund Freud the mind is composed of three selves: the id, ego, and superego...The "id" is responsible of controlling and motivating our desires(ahhmm...I guess...I'm not sure if I got it right...^_^)...Well anyways, the 'desire' I'm talking about is the 'desire' to sleep while in class...I just hope I'll be brave enough to face "war" later...(yawn)

...patience is a virtue...

2009-05-12T00:53:00.000-07:00

Creating a new blog is somehow getting into my nerves...Patience?...Don't really have much of that...Each time I try to make a new blog I always end up not finishing it because I just don't have the patience to sit and create a new one which is taking a little longer than the usual because of the ever "pasaway" inrternet connection in our computer laboratory...

I've been planning to create a new blog since the day I couldn't remember(ages ago...LOLz)...And finally after many "madugong" attempts, here I am now typing my first post in my new blog...^_^